The Darkest Night...

No one knows who I am,
know one cares who I become,
my life is a dark empty room
yet to be filled with memories, friends, and family.
I always wanted to be known, to be loved,
so when he entered my life
the darkest night turned into the brightest morning.
He told me he cared, he said he loved me,
he gave me light, he filled my empty room.
So when he left everything I once had was gone, gone forever.
One morning I woke up and a wave of sickness
hit me so strong it felt crippling.

Missing you...

I am sitting here, the tears are falling down my cheeks
Missing you is what I do for weeks
Just missing your words, missing what you write
I think of you every day and night...

Only Time...

Only time may tell a keeper's heart
What has been lost and torn apart
Two lovers drowning, one at sea
The other in hands of destiny

Broken crossroads, old and new
Love that shone, darkness that grew
What's there to discern, truth and lies
Passion long waned from a dreamer's eyes

What spring bestows, winter takes
Only time may mend a frosted heart's break
Trees left barren, icy rains sweep
No more the hopes, as shattered dreams weep

Just beyond the sunset, lies eternity
So take my hands and fly with me
But its time's charade, for there's just grey
Nothing out there that just won't fade

A whisper to leave, a dewdrop to shed
Only time may tell, what's been left unsaid
The other side to black beauty's face
A tears' trek retraced, as sorrows embrace

People always leave...

After looking back
i realized that i meant nothing to you.
everything you said to me was never true.
and for that i cant blame you.
lies come and go...
pain comes and goes...
You and I were so close.

Tell me how it got this way
I guess you were right though our love
did start to decay...
i know i promised you friendship
after all of this...
But it just can't go your way again.

Forget me...
Dont think of me...
walk by me and think of me as a stranger.
Dont look back.
Just walk away...
After all, you're so good at giving up
and saying goodbye.

Forgiveness...

Forgiveness is letting go
of the pain
and accepting what has happened,
beacause it will not change.
Forgiveness is dismissing
the blame.
Choices were made that
caused the hurt;
we each could have chosen
differently,
but we didn't.
Forgiveness is looking
at the pain,
learning the lessons
it has produced,
and understanding
what we have learned.
Forgiveness allows us to move on
towards a better understanding
of universal love
and our true purpose.
Forgiveness is knowing that love
is the answer to all questions,
and that we all
are in some way connected.
Forgiveness is starting over
with the knowledge
that we have gained.
I forgive you, and i forgot myself.
I hope you can do the same.

Cure the fear of change...

The greatest adventure is what lies ahead
Today and tomorrow are yet to be said
The chances, the changes, are all yours to make
The mold of your life is in your hands to break

The greatest adventure is there if you're bold
Let go of the moment that life makes you hold
To measure the meaning can you make delay
It's time you stopped thinking and wasting the day

A woman who's a dreamer and never takes leave
Who thinks of a world that's just to make-believe
Will never know passion, will never know pain
Who sits by the window will one day see rain